Your writing is very magnetic Jennifer. Your honesty and vulnerability is powerful. I remember feeling like you did in 2019 quite recently. Not so depressed that I didn't want to be in the light, but to the extent that I didn't know if the Light was real anymore. I'd believed in Love for so long yet still found myself missing what I longed for the most. It seems that the Divine leads us into the Darkness not to always go to the Light, but often to find ourselves and Love ourselves through the Darkness. I'm glad you were able to find someone to help you and that now you are using your voice in an empowering and empathetic way to show that those who are suffering with depression aren't alone. Thank you for sharing your story!